[13 Mar 2004|05:59pm] TO PLAY I NEVER: PUT AN (x) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE AND A (_) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD A "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN. (_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK (_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT (_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX (_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR (x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN (x) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI (_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE (_) I NEVER HAD SEX (_) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC (_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED (x) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED (x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED (_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT (x) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME (_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE (x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY) (_) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING (x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX (x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED (_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER (x) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB (x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE (x) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE (_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND (_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER (x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS (x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE (_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL (x) I NEVER HAVE THROWN UP IN A BAR (_) I NEVER HAVE PURPOSELY SET A PART OF MYSELF ON FIRE (_) I NEVER HAVE EATEN SUSHI (_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN SNOWBOARDING (x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN HAPPY WITH MYSELF (x) I NEVER HAVE LIVED ALONE (x) I NEVER HAVE STOLEN FROM A FRIEND(unless it was a prank) (x) I NEVER BEAT THE HELL OUT OF SOMEONE (x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN TO AN ISLAND (_) I NEVER CHEATED ON A SIGNIFIGATE OTHER (x) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH MORE THAN 2 PEOPLE AT A TIME bite me

Love...what's that?!? [27 Feb 2004|09:35am] [ mood | crappy ] Hmmm I think I'm totally in trouble with Jeff. I told him that I was thinking about moving back home with dad..(which I really hadn't thought of till last night) We got in a fight over something soooo stupid...I was irritated by the living room not getting done as fast as I wanted it to...so I took it out on him and left...I went to the beach...when I came home he was gone. So I started drinking cause I wanted to just forget about the whole thing and go to sleep...So I did but when he got home I found that I was just more irritated when I was woken up ... So we tried talking about it and that didn't work ... so I told him I wanted to move out... but I don't. I dont want to leave him and I don't want things to be weird with him...but I guess I just have to wait to talk to him until after I get off work.. Other than that life is going good. I am upset that there is a certain somebody that is mad at life and there is nothing I can do about it. natty bite me

[23 Feb 2004|11:00am] schroeder Guppy Agility 6 | Strength 7 | Stamina 9 Battle Rating 22 Origins schroeder was purchased at a national chain Pet Super-Store Can your fishy beat schroeder ? 3 bites| bite me

hmmmm [17 Feb 2004|09:36pm] [ mood | thankful ] Sometimes I wake up in the morning feeling sad...then I roll over and realize the man of my dreams is still in my bed. He hasn't gone anywhere and isn't planning on going any where anytime soon. I am the luckiest woman alive to have him. I don't know what I did to deserve him, but I"m glad I did whatever it was!! later~natty (Someday soon you will see what I do) bite me

k... [11 Feb 2004|12:11pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] Well I'm still learning about things I did at the party on Friday. I don't remember anything after my 5 shots... So I'm totally embarassed! I guess I did somethings that upset Jeff but we are ok now. I love him sooo much! He's so awesome and understanding. I don't know how I got so lucky. Lets see what else...Nathan and I are back to our strong relationship and all. Since I got him drunk for the first time he and I are soooo close. I've talked to him like 4 times since Friday. Where before it was like once a month... Dad and I are doing ok. He's trying really hard to have a relationship with me and I'm still trying to make sure that it isn't all fake and he's just doing it so that i will accept his and Donna's relationship...But we will see...all in time Mom and I are ok I guess.... She's like a child sometimes. Its like she hasn't grown up yet or something. I don't know. We are totally friends and all but sometimes I feel like she is totally trying to use me for all I've got...which isn't all that much but still... Ashie is the hardest person to get ahold of...I hate her not having a place where I can leave her a message...but I"ll get over it!! I still love you baby.. Well I saw Marita's baby girl yesterday...soooooo cute I want one sooo bad! Now don't get your panties in a bunch I'm not gonna have one just yet. I need to be married and financially able to afford all the costs of having a child...but when I do it will be amazing! I love babies!!! Well I'm done for now till next time!! natty-poo bite me

hot or not [03 Feb 2004|12:17pm] 8.5 is my score 163 votes bite me

ummm .. k...I just have to be hotter than Jeff and he's a 7.7 I believe [03 Feb 2004|12:15pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Are You HOT or NOT? bite me

[03 Feb 2004|11:24am] 1. First person you slept with's middle name? I"m not sure...never asked... 2. What kind of underwear are you wearing? red and black thong 3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? Shania Twains - "UP" 4. What is the phone number of your sluttiest friend so some of the single people can get laid? 650-ASKO...be sure to ask for ashie...hehe j/k baby I love you 5. What Would Your Last Meal be before getting executed? mac n cheese!! 6. Beatles or Stones? Beatles 7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be? I don't know that's a tough question.. 8. Last persons problems you'd want to hear? Mine.. 9. What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the opposite sex? the butt...hehehe.. 10. DO YOU secretly hate some of your Myspacers but are too nice to reject them? ummm I don't know what that is... 11. If you could have any super power what would it be? x-ray vision 12. Favorite hangover cure? I've only had one... 13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? only 3-4 wine coolers...I'm a lightweight 14. FAVORITE Outkast Lyric? dunno 15. HAIR COLOR you'd like your date to have? dirty blonde.. 16. If you had to be blind or deaf? blind I want a doggie 17. Do you have psychiatric problems? sure doesn't everybody in one way or another 18. SIBLINGS that should go to rehab? only to get over himself...hehe 19. Least FAVORITE MONTH? October...its soooo beautiful then... 20. FAVORITE hateful thing to do to someone? dunno...I love dirty looks but that's as far as I go really 21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid? Little Mermaid!!! my favorite I remember watching it everyday and singing the "Look at this stuff" song on the top of my lungs 22. FAVORITE person in the whole world? Greysen...he's practically mine and anytime I feel unwanted I just see him and he totally brightens my day... 23. When's the last time you went on a date? hmm.....forever ago...since we live together we don't really go out... 24. DO YOU LIKE violent movies or dirty movies? dirty 25. FALL OR SPRING? fall 26. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with? Mike Z... cause then I'd still be a virgin...well at least till I met Jeff...hehehe 27. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? If you are gay, pick someone of the opposite sex. Jennifer Lopez...duh!! 28. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? Big Bear! 29. WHO is the person you can count on most? Jeff of course ... but outside the house it would be ashie...if I needed something she would do whatever she could to help...that's why she's my best 30. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age are not factors? Will Smith! 31. WHAT BOOKS have you pretended you've read? never have....I love reading! 32. WHAT'S a word you would use to describe your life? Oblivious 33. FAVORITE drinking GAME? Queens... 34. WHAT DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT? i dreamt about somebody telling me my tire was flat and woke up tried to drive to work but couldnt cause my tire was flat...weird 35. FAVORITE vices? sex 36. What is the last thing you'd ever tell someone? that they smell bad... bite me

OK...here goes nothing [29 Jan 2004|12:11pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] I'm totally excited I'm going to just hold my breath and jump in...I've been waiting too long to move forward in my business and now I'm ready. I need to become a director in time for seminar...If you know what I"m talking about then you know I totally need your support to do this...I"m going to be busy busy busy until I do...I completely have to concentrate on doing this...I love you all sooo much... natty-poo P.S. Ashie-poo...we need to hang out!! are you busy on Monday night?? wanna go to dinner or something?? Call me... P.S.S things with me and Jeff are going GREAT!!! I love his new job cause we actually have time for us...yeah!! 2 bites| bite me

[27 Jan 2004|05:42pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Body: name = Natalie piercings = ears tattoos = one...lady bug for good luck height= 5'4'' shoe size = 7 hair color = brown....auburn siblings = 2 brothers [LAST...] movie you watched = That thing you do movie you bought = Two weeks notice song you listened to = umm don't know (radio) song that was stuck in your head = Cotton eye Joe...(country music) cd you bought = Shania Twain...lol...that was a long time ago! cd you listened to = one that jeff burned for me person you've called = Mommy person that's called you = My MK director tv show you've watched = Sponge bob with my kiddies [DO...] you have a crush on someone = I guess you could say that...even though I"m living with him you wish you could live somewhere else = I guess not at the moment you think about suicide = I try not to you believe in online dating = nope...but I've met a lot of cool guys online and then went on a date with them others find you attractive = sure you want more piercings = maybe my belly button but I don't need it right now you like cleaning = only my messes you like roller coasters = love them you write in cursive or print = print [FOR OR AGAINST...] long distance relationships = against...too hard using someone = Against suicide = against killing people = against smoking = to all their own driving drunk = against...but I did it once...oops gay/lesbian relationships = I like watching not participating [HAVE YOU...] ever cried over a girl = yeah ever cried over a boy = yup ever lied to someone = yeah but I always get caught or my conscience gets to me ever been in a fist fight = yes lots of times in the girls locker room...after a softball game... [WHAT...] shampoo do you use = kirkland.. shoes do you wear = lots...mostly running shoes now to keep up with greysen are you afraid of = SHARKS!!!!! [NUMBER...] of times I have been in love? = truly in love twice...but now I"m glad I fell outta love with the first! of times I have had my heart broken? = 2 times... of hearts I have broken? = oh I don't know I've lost count...I am godzilla right ashie! of things in my past that I regret? = only a million...j/k not that many actually! [DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...] pretty= yup hot= yup yup friendly= sure...I have a lot of friends amusing= Either people are laughing at my jokes or how stupid I look telling it! ugly= only once a month!!heheh loveable= well He does tell me a few times a day so YES!! caring= yep sweet= as sugar dorky= yes I am a dork...I'll admit it...but I'm cooler than ashie so that's cool...(j/k baby I love you) [FAVORITE...] 5 letter word: smile!! Actor/actress: Tom Hanks/ Julia Roberts Candy: Skittles taste the rainbow!~ Cartoon: I love spongebob!!... Cereal: Raisin Bran Chewing gum: Extra (Spearmint) Color(s): Purple and Pink! I"m a total girl! Color nail polish: what ever im in the mood for Day of week: Monday Least fave day: Tuesday Flower:sunflowers then roses then daisies! Jello flavor: kiwi strawberry Jewelry: Well I would love to be wearing a ring...but at the moment I'm sticking to a watch and the necklace jeff gave me Special skills/talents: im great with kids... Summer/Winter: summer || Person who last.. || Slept in your bed: Well Jeff and I are always the only ones in our bed...any one want to join!! hehehe Saw you cry: Mommy Made you cry: Jeff You went to the movies with: I don't remember it's been that long...I think it was ashie jeff and Kenny Yelled at you: my dad Sent you an email: my mk director || Have you ever.. || Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes every day Gone out in public in your pajamas: I go to work in my jammies...I used to go to school all the time in them... Kept a secret from everyone: no someone always knows Cried during a movie: yes Planned your week based on the TV: nope Been on stage: for singing Been to New York: no Been to California: I live there Hawaii: yup in October China: no Canada: I could have been living there happily married ... right ashie...hahaha Europe: no Asia: no South: HELL NAH!! Australia: no Wished you were another gender: sure...I used to be a tom boy! I think it would be so much easier! What time is it now?: 602 pm || This or That? || Apples or bananas?: apples Blue or red?: blue Walmart or target?: Target Spring or Fall?:fall What are you gonna do after you finish this?: make dinner What was the last meal you ate?: um lunch of corndogs with greysen Are you bored?: obviously or I wouldn't be filling this thing out! hehe Last noise you heard?: my cat in her litter box Last smell you sniffed?: When I noticed I needed a shower>...hehehe || Friendship/Love || Do you believe in love at first sight?: yep... Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes I want 2 but Jeff wants 4 maybe we will comprimise! Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust || Other Info || Criminal record?: only speeding tickets and running red lights Do you speak any other languages?: sure mine and ashies language... Last book you read: one of the mary kay picker uppers! Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? our bed...my closet! Who do you love: Jeff...and ashie...and my family... || You || Nickname(s): babs, natty, natty-poo, Initials:NRS...someday NRP How old do you look?: 17 How old do you act?: 25 Glasses/Contacts: glasses, since i was 5 years old Braces: had them in highschool Do you have any pets?: my kitty nala You get embarrassed: sometimes What makes you happy?: being with close friends What upsets you?: somebody throwing up on my couch!! || Finish the sentence: || I Love to...watch greysen grow up I Miss...hanging out with ashie I Wish...I had a cleaning lady! I Hope...somebody is actually reading this! I'm Annoyed by...people in my face I Am...Natalie I Want to be...Mrs. Peirce I Would Never...cheat Jeff I'd Rather be...Having sex I Am Tired of...this thing I Will Always be...here for you! bite me

SIIICK! [12 Jan 2004|06:36pm] I'm totally sick! I've been throwing up all day!! Its soooo gross...well not all day but from when Jeff went to work to about 2 pm. So my boss wont let me come to work tomorrow but that's ok...I need to get better. well things in my life are ok I dont know what else to say...so bye natty bite me

Great [08 Jan 2004|09:32am] [ mood | awake ] Well everything is going great in my life right now...the only thing I can complain about is not seeing my best friend enough. But that's ok I get to see her tonight and hang out so that'll be a blast as it always is!!! By the way party at my house on Friday....Trevors house was cancelled and now its back at my place!! Hope to see everyone there...Well everyonethat I want to be there. (you know who you are hehehe) well it looks like Jeff is going to be getting a better job, which is exciting. He's gonna work on becoming a master machinist or something like that. Which means our plans to move to Big Bear have been Post Poned...don't worry that just means I have more time to work my Mary Kay and become a GREAT director!! But I'm totally excited for him that he is going to be working towards a career instead of just another job. This also means he is going to be working days and has weekends off...so we are on the same schedule!! Finally... well I will talk to you later...natty-poo 1 bite| bite me

YAY!!! our party went smooth... [04 Jan 2004|10:34pm] [ mood | crazy ] Well ashie and I decided to throw a party at the last minute and it was sooooo much fun!! Well really she was the hostess I was just the house provider...but that's ok. So now I"m totally stoked cause we know that we can have lots of people in my house and its all good!!! So we will totally have to throw another one. Well I'm also excited cause we're having a party at Trevors on the 9th...which is next Friday...and you know what else is next Friday?!? MY BIRTHDAY!!! I'm gonna be 20 I'm totally stoked! Another great thing about friday is Jeff has the night off so he can go with me to the party...so I can say "this is my boyfriend jeff..." instead of saying "I have a boyfriend named jeff..but he's at work". So I can't wait.... well I don't have much else to say so I will talk to you all later... natty-poo oh and by the way ashie poo...you got me in trouble with mama mary...she totally thought I had a hickey on my neck and doesn't believe it was you!!!!!!!! but I still love you sweetie!! Party on!! bite me

Its January!!! [02 Jan 2004|11:12pm] [ mood | happy ] Well finally the new year is here...that means my b-day is just around the corner!! January 9th to be exact! I had a great new years. Jeff and I went to Big Bear for a couple of days, we brought my little (younger) brother with us this time and had a blast. Jeff and I decided to go to bed early to make some fireworks of our own...that was fun! and then we came back down to reality!! (aka...Ventura) I know there is a certain somebody who doesn't like mine and Jeffs relationship , either that or they don't understand it, so this is what I have to say to you. Jeff is the one I Love...when I'm with him I don't just feel like we are one...I feel that we are two of the same. He makes me smile, and laugh and most of all makes me forget about things that are bringing me down. And no it isn't just the great sex (though that is a bonus) cause I could get that from anybody... its the fact that we are on the same page in our book. I know that he messed up the other night and you are protective of me, but we talked about it and now everything is great...better than before even. We had a lot of things we were just pushing under the rug and they were all brought out and we had a chance to make right of just about everything. He didn't replace you at all! He never will...but we are in this for the long run and in a serious relationship that makes us both happy... I wish you could see that. bite me

Ashie you better read all of this...hehehe [18 Dec 2003|01:35pm] 001. name: Natalie 002. sn : Screen name?grknswrmufns9919 003. sex : Female 004. birthday : 01-09 005. age : 19...almost 20 006. star sign : saturn 007. place of birth : SD COUNTY 008. current residence: With Jeffie boy 009. hair colour : Auburn 010. eye colour : Blue-green 011. height : 5' 4" 012. writing hand : Right ____BODY iLLS + SKiLLS 013. do you bite your nails : Yes. 014. can you roll your tongue : no. 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : only my left one 017. can you blow smoke rings: I don't smoke. 018. can you blow spit bubbles : nope. 019. can you cross your eyes: Yes. 020. colored hair: Yes. 021. tattoos and where : I have a ladybug crawling on my pelvis I want to get another one with ashie with our sign.... 022. piercing and where: ears 023. do you make your bed daily : yup 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : undies. 025. which shoe goes on first : Right. 036. speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone: Yes. 037. how much money is usually in your wallet? : 20 bucks 38. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : a necklace I got in Hawaii 040. whats sexiest on a girl : eyes 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : Late. 042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : I slurp it 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : 1 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : knife and fork 045. do you cook : Sometimes. ____GROOMiNG 046. how often do you brush your teeth : 2 times a day. 047. how often do you shower/bathe : Once or twice a day 048. how long do these showers last : Around half an hour. 049. hair drying method : Towel. 050. do you paint your nails : nope 051. do you swear : Yes. 052. do you mumble to yourself : yup. 053. do you spit in public : Sometimes..if I'm playing a sport 054. do you pee in the shower: nope...ewww 055. whats in your cd player : I don't know 056. person you talk most on the phone with : ashley...or my mom 057. what color is your bedroom : black and navy blue 058. do you use an alarm clock : yup... 3 of them.. 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: LittleMermaid 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : Yes. 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: yes 062. window seat or aisle : Window. 063. whats your sleeping position: Side or stomach. 064. what kind of bed do you like : mine or ashies 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yes 066. do you snore : yes. 067. do you sleepwalk : No. 068 do you talk in your sleep : Unfortunitly, yes. 069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal : No. 070. how about the light on : No. 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : Yes. ____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU 072. had sex : maybe a week ago...who knows 073. were kissed or kissed someone : 10 minutes ago 074. watched bambi : last week with Greysen 075. cried : last night.... 076. talked on the phone : right now... 077. read a book : in the process 078. punched someone : yesterday but it was a playful punch to remind him who's in charge..hehehe ____MUSiC 079. is music important to you : Not really. 080. do you sing? : Yes. 081. what instruments do you play? none. 082. what do you think of Eminem : ummm not really sure ___DO YOU LiKE 083. pop music : yes 084. rock music : sometimes 085. punk music : nah 086. rap music : hell yeah 087. hip-Hop/RB : HELL YEAH 088. country : yes 089. jazz : if Im depressed 090. classical : if I need to concentrate 091. new age : Dont listen to it. 092. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : not sure but I love shania twain no matter what anybody says 093. your word : girken!like dude thats girken ___ABC'S A - Act your age: mostly B - Born on what day of the week: monday C - Chore you hate : cleaning the cat box D - Dad's name? Randall E - Essential makeup item?:mascara F - Favorite actor/actress: Julia Roberts G - Gold or silver? Silver...white gold H - Hometown? Ventura I - Instruments you play? none J - Job title? nanny K - Kids? Hopefully someday!!!. L - Living arrangements? with jeffie boy. M - Mom's name? mary N - Number of people you've slept with? 5 O - Overnight hospital stays? yup three times... P - Phobia? sharks!!! Q - Quote you like? "the walls are mushy" R - Religious affiliation? Christain. S - Siblings? nathan (18) and Nick (22) T - Time you wake up? 8:00 am U - Unique habit? ummm I rub my ears when I'm stressed V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? peas W - Worst habit? biting my nails. X - X-rays you've had? my head, my ovaries, my spine...my wrist, my ankles, my nees, my shoulder...I played sports so I've had a million... Z - Zodiac Sign? Crapricorn. bite me

ho-hum [08 Dec 2003|01:44pm] well things are going great in my life right now. I'm living with the man that I get to spend the rest of my life with. Work is fine...but I think I might quit because I have a better job offer that will pay me 1800 a month (salary) with bonuses and such...so we'll see how that will go..I'm talking with my best friend Sabrina a lot more and I get to see her in 2 weeks!!! YAY. My dad and I are on good terms and my mom and I are at least speaking. So I guess things are going good for now... talk to you later...natty bite me

lalala [29 Nov 2003|09:22am] My brother is a fucking ass...(Nicholas I mean)!!! God we went over for a family dinner and he straight up said that Jeff wasn't welcome in that househould...Who the hell does he think he is...Higher than God or what!! Ugh I hate my family they are so double standard!! natty-poo bite me

Look at this stuff isn't it neat..... [25 Nov 2003|01:12pm] [ mood | giddy ] Ok so here is a run-down of everything going on in my life: WORK: My nanny job is going great Greysen is growing up way too fast now I wish he was still the little baby learning how to walk, like the day we all went and played soccer. Now he is all over the place and potty training. So I feel like I'm in a jail cell I can only go out of the house 2 days out of the week to do my errands, other than that I have to stay here so he is near his potty. But that's ok it great to see his face when he actually goes...he is totally proud of himself. My job is so rewarding. I get as many hugs and kisses that I need and he loves me unconditionally...as long as I give him a treat...Maybe I just need a dog! hehe. I'm going to start working for Things Remembered for the holiday season so I'm excited...I'm addicted to having personalized gifts for Christmas so I have to work there so I can have the discount and free engraving!!! hehehe Family: Well Nathan and I are getting along better now that he knows he will have a place he can escape to if he needs to get away from parents. He especially needs it with my parents. Not that my parents are bad. I just don't think they know how to handle things when we are stressed out...they try but really end up making it worse for us. My mom and I are better than I thought we would be right now. When I told her that Jeff and I decided to move out she flipped out on my, but nothing I didnt expect. I knew that this would happen and that she just needed to know what was happening and then would take the time to get over it. She even said that she loved me the other day...that was a shock...(she doesn't say it if she is mad)and my dad and I are the way we always have been ... if it's not going his way he will pretend that Im not even alive...so right now I am dead to him...oh well nothing new Friends: Well Ashie and I are only getting stronger as the days go by. We don't hang out a lot but I don't really hang out with anybody. So Id have to say I hang out with her the most. I have recently gotten back in contact with a friend from high school... Jennifer Worsley. She was one of my best friends since I moved to Ventura and we have been talking a lot lately we've only hung out a couple of times but that's ok I'm sure I'll see a lot more of her when I move out. There are people that I wish I was still in contact with for example Kirstin...but I understand what its like to be in a relationship...you just want to be with that person all the time...but seriously call me so we can hang out! I totally love hanging out with you and we never do! Love Life: AMAZING!!! I have never been happier. And Im excited cause we are coming up on our 3 month (consecutively) and I'm still sooooo happy to be with him. That means I am over my fear of commitment!!! He is an amazing guy. He's gonna keep me young forever! I always said I needed four things in the man I want to spend the rest of my life with...they are 1) he has to be smarter than me so we can have real conversations 2) he has to be secure with himself so that I can work on having that myself 3) has to be in touch with reality (cause god knows I'm not) but still be able to fantasize about things he wants and 4) he has to be able to make me laugh...sense of humor is a big deal to me. there is nothing like a good inside joke with somebody ...and I'd have to say I have all of those in Jeff. He also fits my physical picture of my dream man...blonde hair, blue eyes, kissable lips, GREAT SMILE, and only a little taller than me I don't like it when guys tower over me. So if you are wondering why it is that I feel so strongly about him and why I would do anything to keep this man around that is why. I love him in a way that nobody can take from me...it's also great if you have the ability to communicate well with the person (woof woof) for us we talk about things so well that I can't even be mad at him by the time I fall asleep. We know eachother so well. But I will be happier when he is back to working the day shift. Right now he is working nights and it totally sucks cause I work days. So when Im awake he is sleeping and when he's awake I"m sleeping...but we are working through this loss of time together. I once heard someone say that "Its not that you find your other half, but that you are finding the person that makes you twice who you are". And I totally believe that that is me and Jeff, he makes me a better person! Well that's all I have to say right now...if you took the time to read all of that you are awesome!!! (I love you ashie-poo) I will talk to you soon......natty-poo bite me

My Life [21 Nov 2003|10:12pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Well things are really going great in my life right now...I'm working on my friendship with ashie! That's something that is really important to me. Jeff and I are still WONDERFUL! We are actually getting our own place DECEMBER 1ST!!! Exciting Excinting! I can't wait. He just got a promotion so that is awesome. Mary kay is on a stand still but that's ok I'll pick it up here pretty soon. But really that is all going on in my life... talk to you soon. ~~natty-poo~~ bite me

MMMMMM [18 Nov 2003|02:20am] [ mood | indescribable ] Every part of my body lets me know that I"m in love....I can never get him off my mind...I'm always yearning for his touch....the way he makes me smile cannot be described in words...I LOVE HIM~I LOVE HIM~ I LOVE HIM!!! and I don't care who knows. Jeff and I were made for eachother. natty bite me

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